Random Fuckery

Trying to get something done for Thursday, the first was written on my phone when I was driving back to Utah and I imagine it to be kind of a faster tune, the second was from earlier tonight, quite a bit slower than the first. Pretty tired, but oh well, they might be alright.

False Romances with Girls Next Door

To live in a world so stubborn and stern
Self-destructing, continues to turn
Filled with people who won't seem to learn

That there's more
So much more
Than false romances with girls next door


But with dull lives they all seem to settle
And in your private affairs they will meddle
Seemingly happy but so discontent
No other reason they'd be so hellbent

On trying to ruin
These harmless things that I'm doing
Talk a walk, step outside
This roof and four walls just allow you to hide


And I don't understand how
I've only realized these problems now
I'm never going to make it
If every day I continue to fake it

When there's more
So much more
Than false romances
With girls next door

Sometimes

Sometimes I don't know what to do
When my mind seems to be stuck on you
Sometimes I don't know what to think
When you keep on pushing me to the brink

Oh sometimes
Get so blue
Out of rhymes
With nothing new
But child
I know that I've got you

Sometimes I don't know where to go
All these people that I don't really know
Sometimes I don't know what to say
Try to move but you're pushing me away

Sometimes
Get so blue
Out of rhymes
Nothing new
Oh baby
I thought that I had you

Sometimes I don't know what I own
Nothing matters when you're feeling so alone
Sometimes I don't know why I'm down
Then I look and see nobody's around

Sometimes I think I've lost my mind
Nothing ahead, forgotten what's behind
Sometimes I think I've got it right
Til I see that there is no end in sight

Oh sometimes I wonder if the pain
Is bottled up and driving me insane

Get so blue
Out of rhymes
Got nothing new
Baby sometimes
Wish I still had you